The Life of a Three Ring Circus

I am: a mother, a photographer, a fighter in my beliefs.
I know: I should be more productive but sometimes I cant turn off my creativity!
I want: a new camera, white and chestnut seemless paper, flokati rug from Ikea, my ideal wicker basket, some new clothes, my kids to have clothes, money for their birthdays and Christmas lol sorry got carried away
I have: been truly blessed
I wish: my hubby could find a job he truly enjoyed with normal business hours and decent pay, anyone?
I hate: putting away the laundry absolutely HATE it!
I miss: life being back to normal, but I guess Id rather live a rollercoaster then a mary-go-round (did I even spell that right?)
I fear: losing a loved one (I almost don't even dare say it)
I feel: Excited to take on new ventures making things and hopefully seeing my photography business grow and be able to offer my clients unique things!
I hear: My dad, the washer, and Brenley watching emporers new groove
I smell: Fresh air, I have my windows open airing out our house.
I crave: A night out :)
I search: for my inner self lol I have no idea what to write on this one!
I wonder: how the near future will go.
I regret: nothing
I love: my family and my really close friends who help and support me (you know who you are!)
I care: community service, helping others and about giving back, and want to know how.
I always: clean out my ears after the shower, he he he, I just thought I better put something down I ALWAYS do, you have to dry them right! he he he
I am not: a quitter!
I believe: Faith is Knowing, thats a good one Ann, had to use it too!
I dance: with Brenley she loves to dance
I sing: in the shower okay no I dont...
I fight: Brenley every night to go to sleep, and to get her in her bed, anyone have any tips?
I write: on IM okay lol I am starting to do journals for my kids and every year put pictures in there as well thanks to a friends advice :)
I lose: car keys
I win: hummmm . . . not sure how to answer that one.
I never: have been to Hawaii
I listen: to advice, whether I take it or not is another story
I am scared: the unknown
I need: to be wiser with my hubby's money :)
I am happy about: Life and the opporunity the Lord has given me and the special talents he has given me.
Okay I tag, Kacee, Ashlee, and Joye